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Partir Un Jour, le film qui a ouvert Cannes cette année

J’ai eu la chance d’enfin voir ce film, et vraiment c’est une surprise agréable. Histoire somme toute assez simple, mais la réalisation et l’interprétation sont extraordinaires. Les Français viennent de mettre la barre assez haute.. du coup. 

Partir un jour by Amélie Bonnin is a French musical comedy (and also a very physical one) and in my opinion one of the best made films this year. I want to see more of this genre. 

Reviewing secret contracts for dumping nuclear waste in Ottawa River

I’ve infiltrated some pro-nuclear communities to better understand what is going on, and I am a little confused at the moment because there are fundamental contradictions we need to sort out:

(1)  is nuclear waste and nuclear energy as dangerous as we’ve been told to believe all our lives or is it really the cleanest energy with zero safety issues that we should absolutely embrace? I see a lot of “science” being thrown around with nothing to show for, so I need to take some time and figure out which side I’m standing on.

I really want to believe that nuclear scares are a hoax and that anti-nuclear activists are “anti-science” as it is being claimed. If true, this will redefine the history of humanity, so I will keep digging. 

Some claim that Chernobyl really came around as a national park with beautiful nature and home to many protected species. So maybe nuclear accidents are a good thing for the planet? 

(2) I want to look at the contracts, and also the way they were awarded for the tritium research, making weapons for the Americans, and the dumping agreements near Ottawa river (of 100 million tons of nuclear waste), so how they were awarded, and who is profiting from these secret contracts. Some are claiming they are “not secret” so let’s see how transparent they are. 

I may petition data from the Competition Bureau as well if it is not public, to see why Brookfield is a beneficiary of these contracts and if we can kick out all Carney-affiliated companies from the deal. 

It is mentioned that the reason we need to work with Americans is because of our own’s corporations’ incompetence and corruption, in sum there isn’t a Canadian company on the map that is not in some kind of conflict of interest with the parties in power. 

It is a compelling argument and one that can be used for future lawsuits, and motions of non-confidence. 

(3) I want to review the history of Quebec’s and Ontario’s governments nuclear activity and dumping projects, as well as lawsuits, and cancer prevalence due to contaminated drinking water in the past. 

(4) the good thing with Americans is that they can be sued for billions of dollars in real courts in the USA, so in many ways they have more integrity, They also have real lawyers with real arguments, so it is time to get serious as cases against the Americans must start getting built right now. That’s why we need to see the contracts.  

it is claimed that there is an obscure authority overseeing the Americans so they don’t use our tritium and plutonium to make bombs again, so it means more data to review. How likely is it that this authority is not corrupt and in some conflict of interest themselves? 

(5) I already see pro-nuke advocates claim that it will be impossible to prove causality between the waste dumping and the multi-cancers that will come down on the population, because it will always be easy to say that they got sick due to contaminated farm water. Once again these are lawsuits that can take decades, so we need to close the doors to these arguments much in advance. 

Of course, if I find out that the waste dumping confirms my initial position as being likely to kill off wildlife, destroy the environment and cause illness, and fatalities, I will expose a point by point factum based on criteria from the 2016 genocide report that found that Canada is responsible for genociding first nations, this time to prove that the Carney’s nuclear contracts are done with the intention to genocide a large part of the Quebec and Ontario population by strategically poisoning drinking water. That was my initial impression. I truly believe Carney hates Canadians. I’d rather be wrong.

(6) we got buttload of information to review and I can’t trust AI to be non-biased. I will be looking at everything myself before taking a side. It is important to know how much nuclear waste is leaking already and what must be done to keep the Americans on a tight leash. Or conversely how to stop a genocide or prepare to be genocided. 

At the end of the day, the main question remains: how clean is nuclear energy and if it is this green then why were we told to be afraid of it.

Petition e-6636 asking to suspend American takeover of nuclear sector, to conduct a performance and safety audit of Atomic Energy Canada, and to make all details public

Know thyself, or ask your car when you’re not sure

I never cared about cars until this summer, when taxi fleets in big cities converted to the Tesla Y model to compete with ubers and the comfort is unequaled. I am addicted to the panoramic roof especially in dense urban areas, it fixes the generally claustrophobic feeling when hanging in traffic, and allows one to really appreciate high-rise real estate and lively terrasses, especially after sunset. It’s like floating in an aquarium.

I hope these cars will eventually start driving themselves at some point. I don’t mind the data collection given that I prefer to be a passenger and want to continue being as distracted as possible in a car. If anything happens, I can rely on (or subpoena if necessary) as much data as an investigation requires. Rigorous data collection on drivers (including face analytics and their mobile data) as well as everything else in and outside of a car is precisely why I trust ubers and taxis in the first place. 

I can’t stress enough how useful it is for society that cars film their external environment and no judge can tell them to stop doing it under pretext that it violates random people’s privacy. In fact, many car thieves have been identified due to EV’s filming by default.

Music can be torture indeed

While watching the MTV awards, some of the sound felt like torture and made me intuitively think about Joseph Mangele and concentration camps, so I asked AI if Mangele was into music and choreography. Dance was absolutely not confirmed, but lo and behold Mangele was very much into music, played the violin for children before experimenting on them, and forced prisoners to play in orchestras, sending dogs to attack them if they hit the wrong notes. Among many other things…

I am just going to leave this here. Will keep digging on the dancing, but so far I’m relieved it is not mentioned. If you haven’t noticed, we landed in hell. Not sure how, but maybe 

https://quod.lib.umich.edu/m/mp/9460447.0010.103/–how-can-music-be-torturous-music-in-nazi-concentration?rgn=main;view=fulltext

here is a citation: 

“Primo Levi, in what is one of the most prominent written accounts of life in the Auschwitz-Birkenau extermination camp, recounted an incident he witnessed in the infirmary there:

The beating of the big drums and the cymbals reach us continuously and monotonously, but in this weft the musical phrases weave a pattern only intermittently, according to the caprices of the wind. The tunes are few, a dozen, and the same ones every day, morning and evening: marches and popular songs dear to every German. They lie engraven on our minds and will be the last thing in the Lager that we shall forget: they are the voice of the Lager, the perceptible expression of its geometrical madness, of the resolution of others to annihilate us first as men in order to kill us more slowly afterwards.[1]

Crying for Iryna

this is so sad, I don’t think anything will ever be ok after this… I’ve been crying all day since I saw the video from all angles, many many many times. It is now imprinted in my mind forever.

I now know now my life is worth nothing. I know our lives are worth nothing. I know that when someone murders us, our death will be covered up like Iryna’s. Our murderers will be protected by the media, because we’re in hell after all. It is how it is supposed to be. I only I was there to protect her.

So, it is as if it was already done. As if I am already dead. What does it even mean to be alive? Did any of us consent to be here? Maybe we’re already dead, maybe we have escaped this hell. Maybe it is pointless to want to live or die. Maybe we have to first die to understand why we had to be born in the first place. But it still hurts like hell… 

so all I can do is cry

 

What doesn’t leave me is the question, how is it that we are the only species with so much programmed hate and division within our own species? How did we make it so far if our DNA is so corrupted by hate and division? How aren’t we extinct by now? Something is off, because the collective consciousness that I feel pulled in very strongly is defined by a very strong instinct to protect the vulnerable amongst us. 

I don’t know of any other species that succumbs to ideological hate and violence against members of the same species. No other species needs a justice system to keep on keeping on. And interestingly, no other species feels the need to enforce law and order because it is magically self-enforced.

Yes, it is still hell, yes it is a killing field, because you need to kill other species to survive, but killing your own species for nothing is some other level. How did we end up in this special kind of hell where we’re programmed to kill our own species and cover it up, only so it can be perpetuated?

Is it possible that our human-made systems and mainly the justice system are the basis of all divisions and violence? Is it possible that without judges whose main job is to release murderers into the community, that without the law that exists to oppress the vulnerable, without politics, without governments, things will self-regulate and we can return to our original non-corrupt DNA? 

I mean, as things stand, with or without justice, we will be killing one another. It is kill or be killed. To kill or not to be. For no reason at all. Is it possible that the ultimate relief is to die rather than to keep witnessing the senseless killing of our own people, while the state has the monopoly over violence, only to mute our natural killer instinct (look inside, it is in there), while all the violence is only directed at us? 

What if we’re left to just kill it out at will and call it a day once and for all, rather than keep pretending that justice exists?

All this is proof that there is something artificial inserted in our biology. We’re some kind of hybrid and likely not viable to survive as a species.