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Energy Back

Energy doesn’t get lost. It is transformed or exchanged. However, energy that doesn’t get exchanged (i.e. you invest effort and time but get nothing in return) can actually be claimed back on quantum level. When that happens, it is a huge boost. It brings back life-force. 

This is why I was counter-intuitively nudged to allow the water leave this land. It is as if I was being grilled for keeping blindly defending Quebec in spite of the corrupt elements that are about to do everything to turn this land into a desert. I am not supposed to interfere. 

The energy I’ve been investing into this country and its people is like the water that until now seemed inexhaustible. The people are not connected to or interested in this land because 90% of the population is cut off from the rivers and lakes, mountains, and forests, being intentionally economically imprisoned into dense city areas.

Instead of having students work the agriculture fields every summer, we bring TFWs that nobody asked for. It causes a serious disconnect from land and resources. On the other hand, the people and industries who have kept land for themselves and locked the population out of it (golf courses, waterfront developments, data centers, etc.) are barred from using land-defense-compassion energy, so it is just sitting there. 

Normally, in hell (where we currently are) you need to kill in order to survive. We all come equipped with that killer instinct and skill. But claiming back unused or un-exchanged energy is a hack, you don’t need to kill as much to bring life-force. It is a different mechanism. 

Just as the water will keep flowing out of this land, I was given the opportunity to claim back all that unappreciated compassionate-defender-energy.

Given the quantum energy claim-back, it appears that my compassion actually stops here. When you realize you’ve done more for them than they’ve ever lifted a finger for you, it is an opportunity to claim energy back. Eff Quebec. 

There are many things Quebec and Ontario can do to manage their water and avoid have it all go to the same place where it can be easily diverted to you know where, but everything here is built on corruption and crime, so let it burn. That’s what they want. I can’t interfere with people’s consent to have their land burn down… sorry


there was a time when I couldn’t clearly remember my dreams after waking up in the morning. That time is now behind us. 

interestingly, the moment you decide that someone doesn’t deserve your energy, you get the same opportunity to claim it back. If the beneficiary rejects it and doesn’t transform it, you can claim it back. I think that what we call “monetary system” is trying to emulate this universal energy exchange, but is unfortunately quite pathetic at it. Money at the moment doesn’t represent energy or value per se. 

I Was Made In a Lab (Wildest Dream Ever)

I woke up from a very detailed dream in which I was working in some kind of engineering lab with other people, building and tweaking humanoid prototypes. My body as I know it here on Earth was lying in a glass container with closed eyes, as if asleep. I was clearly outside my physical body as I know it from this lifetime, and observing it, comparing results with some hieroglyphic notes that I somehow understood. This wasn’t a nightmare, but calm and focused work. I felt a lot of love and attachment for that body. We were testing a new skin and how reacts to environmental stress and pollution. When we’d see little cracks in the skin, we’d fix them right away and they would disappear. 

At some point, I turned my attention to the head and noticed there were a bundle of hairs sticking out from the side of the neck and I asked “Did anyone else see this?”, pointing to the anomaly on the neck and another researcher who in my dream was clearly a cousin of mine working on his own “body-suit body” replied “Yeah everyone did, we just didn’t know how to tell you. We thought you wanted it like that” and I was like “No, not at all, when did that happen, I’ll fix it right away” and proceeded to scribble down some hieroglyphs into a thin-air interactive pad. And the anomaly was fixed and I woke up. 

So now, I’m left with another gazillion questions on the nature of reality. I want to go back to that lab, because for all I know the other colleagues in the lab were also humanoids but I can’t describe what we looked like. I just knew who we were and I recognized the prototype bodies to be the ones from the 5 sense 3d reality we’re currently in.

I have to go back there. But this dream already gave me a ton of information I’ll keep processing in real time. Is it possible that all we all have created ourselves in order to test something? There seems to be some experimental intent behind all existence, indeed. If our bodies here are like vehicles in is some kind of virtual reality, are we continuously working on them and tweaking them to regenerate according to our intent, or is this dream a memory, or a pure hallucination? But why? WHY?

Who the hell are we? What are we doing here? I want to go back to the lab.

Spells are collective illusions embedded in our DNA

I had a series of vivid dreams that showed me a few things, among which: human DNA communicates with other human DNA, it is permeable. Spells are instances of collective hypnosis or collective illusion, in other words a form of targeted manipulation of consent that behaves like a contagious disease. So a bugged DNA. 

in that vein, breaking spells means deep debugging. Definitely not on a physical level, but on wave-form or quantum dimension level. Diving into atomic consciousness is where the slicing and slaying must proceed. Dreams and imagination are operating on that quantum level, which also explains why these collective spells exist in the first place. 

It can also be said that breaking a spell is synonymous with dissipated energy recovery. 

Another thing, these collective bugs appear to physically damage DNA when taking hold too obsessively. I don’t think it’s a stretch to say that they could be the basis of modern illnesses such as cancer. I don’t believe many of those illnesses are normal. 

I understand cancer is a cashcow for the medical industry, especially in a free healthcare regime like Canada where we have a surprising prevalence of sick children requiring double digit million dollar treatments. In a free healthcare regime where oncologists make half a million dollars a year in average, if cancer didn’t exist, someone would have to make it up from scratch (false positives for sure) for the purpose of billing the government ridiculous amounts of money. Moreover people die (about a third of diagnosed cancers) even after undergoing these torture treatments, so what’s even the point of these treatments other than billing? 

I checked the stats on prevalence of cancer in Canada and the US (I could only get final stats from 2022 for both countries) and I was literally not surprised to find out cancer is more prevalent per demographic in Canada where we’re supposed to be healthier. WTF. I personally would NEVER consent to such expensive treatments. I’d rather die and will soon notarize this intent. I do not consent. 

It is that much more obvious that something is off in the data considering that a large number of Canadians have zero access to a doctor. Wait-times for specialists are several months. In order to diagnose a cancer, you need to see at least one specialist. If you never see a doctor, you won’t get diagnosed, and by definition you don’t have it. It is impossible to officially have so many cancer patients in a system where nobody has access to a doctor. 

And even more importantly: we can’t blame immigrants for the healthcare crisis, because they undergo rigorous health checks before being allowed into Canada. Even though newcomers represent a third of Canadians, they are perfectly healthy individuals and would only require to see a doctor for minor issues, not chronic cash-cow illnesses. So, I highly doubt that refugees or immigrants are the ones with the cancers. Non-immigrant Canadians are the ones overrepresented in the data, which means that the prevalence is even higher compared to the US. 

Moratorium on casting new spells

Some people have been breaking the rules of hell giving us a bad reputation. It’s not a proper hell if everyone is in on it. It is not supposed to show.

Summon your armies, we need to break all existing spells. Some of these spells appear to be very ancient, others are a total improvisation. The chaos is so thick you can cut it with a knife. So start slicing. 

No new spells allowed until we sort this out, or rather slice this out.

SLICE AND SLAY

Oh, and don’t look for them spells outside of you. They are all inside your DNA. Spells need a human form to take hold. A hint on where you can find them: gaslighting, moral confusion, anything that glitters on a first sight, coveting something from another, clear-cut divisions, believing you’re a victim, waiting for someone to save you, believing in “ascension” and derivatives thereof


‘Imagination is the preview of the future’. Don’t let it be someone else’s future.” Einstein

Blessed with Lunar Eclipse from my window, 4am

At first I wasn’t sure what I was looking at. I opened the window, and it took me by surprise. Had I known the sky would be so clear, and that the moon would be positioned exactly there, I would be better prepared, but it was totally hazy at sunset, a nice hazy blanket right where the moon is right now.  Now you can even see stars, not all the stars, but many… so it is in the moment. I tried to put a few unedited clips with ambient Montreal sound, mainly a peaceful city hum, police sirens and my own breath and exclamations, but this platform is not accepting media in raw video for security reasons. 

At first it looked like something burned-orange and spherical is on or in front of the moon, or as if there were cloud-like spirals showing up and disappearing, maybe it was haze residue, but it was too repetitive to be that, and THEN the eclipse recess process began. There were moments the moon looked like a plate with another circle inside. it is now by its end at 4:51 am. This is why I couldn’t sleep at all. I will have to make a progression video from the combined footage. When the “overshadow” is almost gone the moon is extremely bright and impossible to film or photograph just as easily. When I take a photo I get all the colors of the rainbow but no definition. 

The footage however cannot remotely represent the breathtaking beauty of the situation.

I’ve never seen anything like this. What a nice surprise! Thank you, Universe!


Update: I caught some sleep and it is all over the news. Visible in clear skies all over North America. Blood-moon eclipse it is called, because it is the only time you can see a lunar eclipse, usually it is invisible. It means I literally caught the eclipse exactly when it was full at 4am and started receding for roughly an hour. The “spiral-like formations” were the intense light from the moon bleeding through. It appeared multi-layered and if it wasn’t so huge to the naked eye, you’d think you’re looking at a hybrid between Mars and Jupiter, but I wouldn’t say it was “red”. It was between orange and red and various shades in between.

you know… DeBÍ TiRAR MáS FOToS

Rewriting Religious Scriptures Re Wars, Let’s Start With the Gita

I’ve been thrown out of a few temples already for mentioning it, but I stand by my position. 

there is no inherent duty to kill your uncles and cousins for a piece of land. If you’re Arjuna, next time Krishna tells you to go to war, you say “NO I’ll pass. I like you very much, but no thanks, I know the soul is indestructible and I choose to do other things with it. And THEREFORE go fight it out yourself. Aren’t you all powerful after all. Kill me if you want, but I am not going to kill my uncle. I’ll go sit under that tree over there and meditate instead”. 

If I were Arjuna, I’d invoke long covid and get a note from the doctor.

It appears too self-serving to have been said by Krishna. I doubt the Gita is authentic therefore. God would never ask you to kill. Something is off don’t you think! Have you thought that it may be someone else posing as God? Or maybe something got lost in translation. Why are brahmins qualified to tell me what my duty is? 

Yup even in hell, the greatest currency is consent. It’s what keeps this place going. Do not consent!

Duality = Field of Delusion = Hell

reading about the 6 paths of hell and honestly I see all 6 right here on Earth. My theory is validated by buddhist cosmology. Although I don’t believe in reincarnation for myself or that internal organs are “impure”, the idea that we’re all between a rock and a hard place seems facilitated through entrapment into our desires. I think it is because we didn’t really consent to be here in the first place, but we end up getting stuck because we start liking things from this realm and wanting more of them… all these things carry immense suffering. It is obvious.